Friends are a great thing... I am very greatful that God shose to put that relationship in our lives...
BUT SOMETIMES I JSUT FEEL LIKE HITTING THEM IN THE HEAD WITH A BASEBALL BAT!
GOD IS THERE AND HE WANTS YOU TO COME TO HIM FOR ALL THE ANSWERS...NOT JUST THE ONES YOU WANT TO NOT JUST WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE IT...NOT JUST THE LITTLE ONES AND NOT JUST THE BIG ONES... ALL OF THEM!
HE IS THE SOURCE OF ALL LOVE AND ANY "LOVE" THAT DOES NOT STEM FROM AND COME THROUGH HIM IS NOT LOVE AT ALL!
HE YEARNS TO SHOW YOU WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU COULD BE...YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE STUCK ANYMORE!
AND MOST ALL... HE LOVES YOU!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Saturday, April 23, 2005
He is there
"Wait for Me"
Rebecca St. James
Darling did you know that I, I dream about you,
Waiting for the look in your eyes when we meet for the first timeAnd Darling did you know that I, I pray about you,
Praying that you will hold on
Keep your loving eyes only for me
Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you
Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you
(Darling wait, Darling Wait)
Darling did you know I dream about life together
Knowing you will be forever.
I'll be yours and you'll be mine.
And Darling when I say, "till death do us part",
I'll mean it with all of my heart, now and always faithful to you
Now I know you may have made mistakes,
But there's forgiveness and a second chance.
So wait for me, Darling wait for me, wait for me, wait for me
Wait for me, Darling Wait
Because im waiting for you, Because im waiting for you
So wait for me, Darling wait
Wait for me
Monday, April 18, 2005
it's goin
"Fingernails"
Skillet
Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering
Under my fingernails
Under my fingernails
I’m empty, lonely, and accused
Accused without a word
My fingernails are chipping down
From clawing in the dirt
I’m so lost, lost and confused
I threw it all away
How can I be beautiful
When I am so afraid
Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering
Under my fingernails
All my dreams out of reach
Under my fingernails
I watched it all slip through my hands
My brokenness revealed
I’m so proud, I’m so proud
I’m crying to be filled
I’m killing, destroying the plague
That’s killing me away
I’ve got to live, I’ve got to love
Like I am unafraid
Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering
Under my fingernails (2x)
All my dreams out of reach
Under my fingernails
I’m wasting, wasting every moment
I want to be tasting
Tasting every moment with you
I’m suffering, I’m bleeding, on my knees
Who’s going to save me?
Suffering, bleeding
Save me from this pit of frailty
Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering
Under my fingernails (2x)
All my dreams out of reach
Under my fingernails
Never reaching me
Monday, April 11, 2005
The way is there!
The Road Not Taken
Two Roads Diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down on one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And Having Perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if i should ever come back.
I shall Be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
-Robert Frost (1916)
Two Roads Diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down on one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And Having Perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if i should ever come back.
I shall Be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
-Robert Frost (1916)
I don't wanna Grow up I'm a Toys R' Us Kid
My inner child is six years old!
Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
Walkin on Sunshine
Today was such a Beautiful day!! Do you get to experience it? it was AWESOME!!
I will try to put it into words with my Haiku....
I will try to put it into words with my Haiku....
Bright Sun is Shining,
Joy pours from my heart and soul.
God is WOW Awesome.
Joy pours from my heart and soul.
God is WOW Awesome.
Wednesday, April 6, 2005
Spending G's
Money is so stupid why in the world did we ever develop it?
It's not like it does anything well ther is that Econmy thing but it will be ok!
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Yea. The world of Young adult finances. it's a scary and confusing place. Actually 86 Confusing jsut scary because it's very simple son't spend the money! EEEERRRR!!!
Yea for any body who reads my blog this week pray for me because My week has not started very well at all. And if you would like to make a donation to the Kristen needs a budget fund you spelll my name C-A-S-H :)
Other wise i'm GREAT!!
It's not like it does anything well ther is that Econmy thing but it will be ok!
:/
Yea. The world of Young adult finances. it's a scary and confusing place. Actually 86 Confusing jsut scary because it's very simple son't spend the money! EEEERRRR!!!
Yea for any body who reads my blog this week pray for me because My week has not started very well at all. And if you would like to make a donation to the Kristen needs a budget fund you spelll my name C-A-S-H :)
Other wise i'm GREAT!!
Sunday, April 3, 2005
Life
Isn't it amazing how time goes by?
Your going about your life and all of a sudden it's gone.
Me and my brother never really got along at all. Now that he is off to college i never see him. After spending a weekend up there i can see he has a great group of friends. I can see that he is happy, and i am happy for him. Though i see him with his these girls that he hangs out with and it makes me think o what we never got to have because we were both busy being stupid and stubborn. It's one of my biggest regrets.
There is so much i wish i could go back and try again but i can't amd now i need to look to today and tomorrow:
My Prayer
Father God help me not to wast my time. Help to live every moment for you and not be idle. Show me how to cherish the moments with the people I love and are close to me and not push them away. Help me to see when i am being an idiot. Show yourself to me so that i can know you. I love you father.
your daughter
Kristen
AMEN
Your going about your life and all of a sudden it's gone.
Me and my brother never really got along at all. Now that he is off to college i never see him. After spending a weekend up there i can see he has a great group of friends. I can see that he is happy, and i am happy for him. Though i see him with his these girls that he hangs out with and it makes me think o what we never got to have because we were both busy being stupid and stubborn. It's one of my biggest regrets.
There is so much i wish i could go back and try again but i can't amd now i need to look to today and tomorrow:
My Prayer
Father God help me not to wast my time. Help to live every moment for you and not be idle. Show me how to cherish the moments with the people I love and are close to me and not push them away. Help me to see when i am being an idiot. Show yourself to me so that i can know you. I love you father.
your daughter
Kristen
AMEN
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Wolfs Wareagles and Tigers Oh MY!!
Balloons.....Windowchalk.........Posterbaord.......Sharpies.........College girls with nothing better to do...............................
Oh yes my friends it initiation time!
Tonight....the victim......yours truly........yes your beloved Kristen is under the chopping block!
Ya wanna know the best part? I get to trash my own brothers car!
Any of you with sibblings understand my pain!
Rolltide! I really Love you guys! (oops wrong choice of words)
NC State sadly will not be joining the Elite Eight this year, I have to say it was a great game! ..... Sorry Wolves! But don't give up hope for next year!
Well, Miss Kristen has had a big day so Miss Kristen is hitting the hay and inspecting her eyelide for holes!
Oh yes my friends it initiation time!
Tonight....the victim......yours truly........yes your beloved Kristen is under the chopping block!
Ya wanna know the best part? I get to trash my own brothers car!
Any of you with sibblings understand my pain!
Rolltide! I really Love you guys! (oops wrong choice of words)
NC State sadly will not be joining the Elite Eight this year, I have to say it was a great game! ..... Sorry Wolves! But don't give up hope for next year!
Well, Miss Kristen has had a big day so Miss Kristen is hitting the hay and inspecting her eyelide for holes!
Tuesday, February 1, 2005
The Amazing Title
For the first time since I started my blogs I actually have money in my bank account! All my bills are paid, my truck is fixed(and running great I might add), and have everthing I need for this semester at school! *~* SIGH*~* IT's a WONDERFUL feeling! Thank you God!
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You ever get one of those feelings ok something that you are reluctant and scared to do but at the same time there is nothing in the world you would like more then that very thing you are scared of. I'm feeling that lately, being 18 and graduating HS gives you alot of the normal pressures of finally becoming an adult and making your own life. Living with my mom has been a big help right out of hs and going to college. She has been there for me, for everything. Yet at the same time i am dieing to get out on my own get my own place. I want to be able to rely on myself answer to myself and just be on my own. I know i know i'm wishing my life away, but the urge is still there.
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You ever get one of those feelings ok something that you are reluctant and scared to do but at the same time there is nothing in the world you would like more then that very thing you are scared of. I'm feeling that lately, being 18 and graduating HS gives you alot of the normal pressures of finally becoming an adult and making your own life. Living with my mom has been a big help right out of hs and going to college. She has been there for me, for everything. Yet at the same time i am dieing to get out on my own get my own place. I want to be able to rely on myself answer to myself and just be on my own. I know i know i'm wishing my life away, but the urge is still there.
Thursday, December 2, 2004
Everything is almost coming together
Well, i finally found out what was wrong with my truck. There was some kind of seal for a cylider that was broken or loose and it needs to be replaced so that i can shift my gear...I am not ver mechanically inclined as you can see...But it should be up and running wihtin the next week week and a 1/2...i hope so cause i wasnt my baby back...although she is turning out to be pretty high mantenance!
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I've also gotten registered for classes Yippee and my money problems are kinda sorta looking better, i've gotten some money but i can't spend it. Well, at least my pell grant will pay for my tuition and i don't have to shell anything out of pocket.
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My path is starting to look clearer which is a releif. Alls i gots to say i next semester i am going to be prepared...SPRING SEMSTER HERE I COME....WATCH OUT CAUSE KRISTEN IS ON THE WAY!!
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AND BY THE WAY! Only 3 saturdays till C h r i s t m a s!
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I've also gotten registered for classes Yippee and my money problems are kinda sorta looking better, i've gotten some money but i can't spend it. Well, at least my pell grant will pay for my tuition and i don't have to shell anything out of pocket.
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My path is starting to look clearer which is a releif. Alls i gots to say i next semester i am going to be prepared...SPRING SEMSTER HERE I COME....WATCH OUT CAUSE KRISTEN IS ON THE WAY!!
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AND BY THE WAY! Only 3 saturdays till C h r i s t m a s!
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Thanksgiving time is here!!
Turkey for the girls. Turkey for the boys. My favorite kinda pants are courdaroys!!
Friday, November 12, 2004
the best title ever
The word of the day is:
"Sunshine"-
1 a : the sun's light or direct rays b : the warmth and light given by the sun's rays c : a spot or surface on which the sun's light shines
2 : something (as a person, condition, or influence) that radiates warmth, cheer, or happiness
I Love that word...jsut saying can put me in a better mood...SUNSHINE!! Though here is north america it has turned winter which mean that the sun has gone and the clody skied and rain have come. Why can't we jsut skip winter and go straight to spring? I mean it would only mean shortening the year a couple hundred days i mean who needs the extra time anyways? CHRISTMAS IN JULY that is what i vote for.
Well besided the fact that i am boycotting Winter, i still have tons of homework, need money TERRIBLY, and feel like i am on a roler coaster that will never stop. Yet i still have time to write this long letter to whoever in reading it...I am SUPERWOMAN!! That riminds me of a verse what was that again? oh yea Philipians 4:13 "I can fo al things through christ who strengthen me," that is a great verse though sometimes i remeber it, but then God smacks me on the butt like all daddy's do to get me going again :)
OK well here i go again, ride it till it's through people!
"Sunshine"-
1 a : the sun's light or direct rays b : the warmth and light given by the sun's rays c : a spot or surface on which the sun's light shines
2 : something (as a person, condition, or influence) that radiates warmth, cheer, or happiness
I Love that word...jsut saying can put me in a better mood...SUNSHINE!! Though here is north america it has turned winter which mean that the sun has gone and the clody skied and rain have come. Why can't we jsut skip winter and go straight to spring? I mean it would only mean shortening the year a couple hundred days i mean who needs the extra time anyways? CHRISTMAS IN JULY that is what i vote for.
Well besided the fact that i am boycotting Winter, i still have tons of homework, need money TERRIBLY, and feel like i am on a roler coaster that will never stop. Yet i still have time to write this long letter to whoever in reading it...I am SUPERWOMAN!! That riminds me of a verse what was that again? oh yea Philipians 4:13 "I can fo al things through christ who strengthen me," that is a great verse though sometimes i remeber it, but then God smacks me on the butt like all daddy's do to get me going again :)
OK well here i go again, ride it till it's through people!
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Starving college student
I'm never home, i'm always tired, i'm about $300.00 in the whole, all I am doing is studying and I don't have time to get a job....and I thought I wasn't going to have any fun in college :-D
Though the upside to all this is that my new truck(well, new to me) is going great the stick shift hasn't been nearly as hard to learn as i thought it was going to be and it great to FINALLY have my own truck in my name, and it belongs me and God and nobody else. I havem't figured out what i want to call her yet so i'm open for any suggestions she's a drk gray semi rusty '88 manual nissan truck(he's a HOTTIE!)
Though the upside to all this is that my new truck(well, new to me) is going great the stick shift hasn't been nearly as hard to learn as i thought it was going to be and it great to FINALLY have my own truck in my name, and it belongs me and God and nobody else. I havem't figured out what i want to call her yet so i'm open for any suggestions she's a drk gray semi rusty '88 manual nissan truck(he's a HOTTIE!)
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