He is there

"Wait for Me"
Rebecca St. James
Darling did you know that I, I dream about you,
Waiting for the look in your eyes when we meet for the first time

And Darling did you know that I, I pray about you,
Praying that you will hold on
Keep your loving eyes only for me

Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you
Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you
(Darling wait, Darling Wait)

Darling did you know I dream about life together
Knowing you will be forever.
I'll be yours and you'll be mine.
And Darling when I say, "till death do us part",
I'll mean it with all of my heart, now and always faithful to you

Now I know you may have made mistakes,
But there's forgiveness and a second chance.
So wait for me, Darling wait for me, wait for me, wait for me

Wait for me, Darling Wait
Because im waiting for you, Because im waiting for you
So wait for me, Darling wait
Wait for me

it's goin

"Fingernails"
Skillet
Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering
Under my fingernails
Under my fingernails

I’m empty, lonely, and accused
Accused without a word
My fingernails are chipping down
From clawing in the dirt
I’m so lost, lost and confused
I threw it all away
How can I be beautiful
When I am so afraid

Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering
Under my fingernails
All my dreams out of reach
Under my fingernails

I watched it all slip through my hands
My brokenness revealed
I’m so proud, I’m so proud
I’m crying to be filled
I’m killing, destroying the plague
That’s killing me away
I’ve got to live, I’ve got to love
Like I am unafraid

Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering
Under my fingernails (2x)

All my dreams out of reach
Under my fingernails

I’m wasting, wasting every moment
I want to be tasting
Tasting every moment with you
I’m suffering, I’m bleeding, on my knees
Who’s going to save me?
Suffering, bleeding
Save me from this pit of frailty

Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering
Under my fingernails (2x)

All my dreams out of reach
Under my fingernails

Never reaching me

The way is there!

The Road Not Taken
Two Roads Diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down on one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And Having Perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if i should ever come back.

I shall Be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
-Robert Frost (1916)

I don't wanna Grow up I'm a Toys R' Us Kid

My inner child is six years old!

Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Walkin on Sunshine

Today was such a Beautiful day!! Do you get to experience it? it was AWESOME!!
I will try to put it into words with my Haiku....

Bright Sun is Shining,
Joy pours from my heart and soul.
God is WOW Awesome.

Spending G's

Money is so stupid why in the world did we ever develop it?

It's not like it does anything well ther is that Econmy thing but it will be ok!
:/

Yea. The world of Young adult finances. it's a scary and confusing place. Actually 86 Confusing jsut scary because it's very simple son't spend the money! EEEERRRR!!!

Yea for any body who reads my blog this week pray for me because My week has not started very well at all. And if you would like to make a donation to the Kristen needs a budget fund you spelll my name C-A-S-H :)
Other wise i'm GREAT!!

Life

Isn't it amazing how time goes by?
Your going about your life and all of a sudden it's gone.
Me and my brother never really got along at all. Now that he is off to college i never see him. After spending a weekend up there i can see he has a great group of friends. I can see that he is happy, and i am happy for him. Though i see him with his these girls that he hangs out with and it makes me think o what we never got to have because we were both busy being stupid and stubborn. It's one of my biggest regrets.

There is so much i wish i could go back and try again but i can't amd now i need to look to today and tomorrow:

My Prayer
Father God help me not to wast my time. Help to live every moment for you and not be idle. Show me how to cherish the moments with the people I love and are close to me and not push them away. Help me to see when i am being an idiot. Show yourself to me so that i can know you. I love you father.
your daughter
Kristen
AMEN